I feel like I should blog.  I feel like I should tell you all about how my first week has gone.  I feel like I want to do so much more than I'm doing right now.

But, I'm exhausted.  Completely drained. 

So all you get is this.  Maybe I'll blog next week.

No Rainbow Without the Rain

  It has been a rough week.  But it's going to get better...it has to get better.

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I'm moving to San Diego

Not really but that would be amazing.  Maybe I'd get away from all this crazy weather.

Remember how at the end of April I woke up to this?


It happened again only much worse.

 Really, May, really?!

Good Morning, Mr. Winter

I woke up to this:

a light dusting of snow...

Hello! It's April 29th, Mother Nature. We had to have 2...TWO...inside recesses today because you decided this dusting was not enough. Nooooo...little Miss has to snow all. freaking. day! I expect you to clean up your act Missy! May will be here on Saturday. I expect compliant weather.

Still Not Sure

I've been trying to write this post for a long time. I've been debating back and forth on whether or not I was even going to publish it.

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Today was a blah of a day.

I didn't do anything today because I couldn't make myself. I just sat around in my pajamas wondering what that smell was...it was very possibly a combination of old curry and unshowered me.

I'm angry, saddened, perplexed, and a whole bunch of other emotions that I don't have words for.

I don't know that I want to really even talk about it yet. I'm not sure why I'm even writing these things. I'm still not sure what I'm going to do about it but know that it is there and it's hurting me.

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I had to stop. Right now it's just too painful. I don't know that I will ever finish this but I had to get some things out.